do u ever wonder?

does it occur to u that you feel as though your the only 1 who know about your existance??they did it on purpose to ignore u totally.. sigh.. i wonder if i happen to do that to others.. seriously..does it even matter seriously??i doubt la.. u expect me to treat u nice when u treat me like at a piece of crap... it is jus my negative thoughts or it is happening around me..
well to the heck with it seriously... today i was being stuck with this fella for the paired experiment.. well i don think i need extra insults to my condition now.. yes i can be more positive but not with your insults straight in my face.. sigh.. why do i care?? he only play a small role in class but darn his words can be a killer really...but why do i have to care??you treat me as tho i did sth really wrong to u but seriously wat the heck it havent crossed my mind.. u ignored me totally during exp n i ask u a few questions n u took it heck to seriously n scolded me back 4 ntg.. it was only a freakin question cant u jus answer me properly?? well nvm la.. be rude to me as much as u wan la.. like i care anymore..your only making ppl feelin bad about things that they have not done.. n i seriously think that the teachers who teach us deserve a better treatment.. ya i know u don like them but they are still teachers respect them.. they provide us with knowledge... its true that some ppl gets too much when your too vulnerable.. sigh..