will things get back to normal??
all this while i thought breaking up was easy. but it turns out more difficult then i thought it would be. yah i moved on. or at least i thought i did. i dont know. im lost seriously lost! n confused!! ergh!! ah i went tru hell for the past erm lets say, 4years?? thankz particularly to someone.. yeah idid.seriously did.. some ppl will jus leave the other party in darkness n move on with life. not knowing that the other side cried n suffered alot..he was emotionless when we broke up.. according to him, its better to break up n he avoiding me so that things will be better.. bu fine at least gimme a reaso not by saying "er, i dunno ler" how long do you wanna run away from the reality sayin that we are not an item anymore?? things were fine when the separation happened..after that i dunno wat happened anymore. i try not to ponder over it because its the past ma. but den again, its not easy lo really..a few times i caught myself offguard thinking about it. n last week when i was drunk i said sth that i should not say..WTF is wrong with me wei!! get over it. i think the "kekokness" is an issue lo. he doesnt admit it tho. today supper 4 e.g. he actually move the candle thing nearer to him so that the thing will block his view from me n vice versa. to me, he is an egoistic, overly sensitive fella!! ish ish ish hate him!hes such a chicken kolot really!!4get it la. so childish!get a life weih!!u think wat??!! ahh!! no point complainin also ma. all i can say is that im overly sensitive also.aihzwell i guess he doesnt like me that much as much as i like him.. after all this shit, all i wan from him is jus be good frens n thats it!!why cant i get that??does this mean that im not totally over him yet?impossible ma i guess dunno ler. ish ish ish headache dee.on the bright side i found a best fren,zm thanx to him i found her. lol
posted by perception at 2:50 AM
4 Comments:
y wan it back.. move forward.. no point trying to b a fren wif ur ex.. a fren can but not da close type,, y bother if he is a chicken who chicken out or avoid u.. walk straight n dun look back.. i noe its hard to forget some1 u once loved but u hv to try to let go those memory... memory is memory,, jus leave it aside...
i dowan him back as a BF i jus wanna be good frens thats it..i dowan to lose a fren due to a relationship u get wat i mean??u think its worth it??ive moved on.in conclusion, all i can say is that i dowan to lose him as a fren because of our failed relationship.
ya i know memories.. ill jus remember the good times thats it :) thankz ya!
if he dun wan2 get near to u,, no point wanting him to b ur fren.. losing 1 doesn't matter..
aiyo i jus don get it le. aihz. pissed. annoyed with wat he did.. darn!!thinking of him makes me puke blood! lookin at him is like being stuck in a bush of Sharp Spiky thorns. i feel like that! hate it hate it hate it!!
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