thoughts

how come ppl are so judgemental at times??why do they have to follow trends 4 e.g someone does sth n they gotta follow put with it?? why cant some ppl jus have their on thoughts on things n don judge others based on wat ppl say?? sometimes it hurts alot if u happen to walk by n hear stuffs like that.. ppl are different.. they want attention and obviously to be well-known.. who doesnt..but this is not the right way...
i myself has learnt my lesson the hard way instead.. i did somthing bad and they are planning on a revenge on me.. all i can do is nothing.. as the saying goes.. wat goes around comes around.. something like that.. anyways, can we live without spreading rumors? can we live without gossiping?? can we survive out there without frens and survive as a lone ranger?? is there such thing as u trust someone n that someone will not break that trust??how true can that be?? how come others can be so nice to you n behind of you they bitch non-stop about you??
when can we put a fullstop on this matter??ignorin it totally??even at times when u wan to make things clear like 4 the stuffs you did not do, you think ppl will bother to listen ar??they will think as though you are really wrong thats why u need to explain.. but u see if u dont, things will get worse.. ive given up totally on this matter its not like anything is gonna happen to me if i explains or not.. im still wrong.. bloody hell you know.. should have given me a chance to voice out wat.. no..we do live in a democratic country u know and everyone has their rights to voice out their opinions...
its only 3 mths left before my nightmare happens after that ill be as free as a bird and i can start anew all over again.. that would be extremely nice.. its better if i stay out from everything for the time being.. things are getting out of hand at this freaking moment.. i do wonder how some ppl cope with all this shit and their studies..

do u ever wonder?

does it occur to u that you feel as though your the only 1 who know about your existance??they did it on purpose to ignore u totally.. sigh.. i wonder if i happen to do that to others.. seriously..does it even matter seriously??i doubt la.. u expect me to treat u nice when u treat me like at a piece of crap... it is jus my negative thoughts or it is happening around me..
well to the heck with it seriously... today i was being stuck with this fella for the paired experiment.. well i don think i need extra insults to my condition now.. yes i can be more positive but not with your insults straight in my face.. sigh.. why do i care?? he only play a small role in class but darn his words can be a killer really...but why do i have to care??you treat me as tho i did sth really wrong to u but seriously wat the heck it havent crossed my mind.. u ignored me totally during exp n i ask u a few questions n u took it heck to seriously n scolded me back 4 ntg.. it was only a freakin question cant u jus answer me properly?? well nvm la.. be rude to me as much as u wan la.. like i care anymore..your only making ppl feelin bad about things that they have not done.. n i seriously think that the teachers who teach us deserve a better treatment.. ya i know u don like them but they are still teachers respect them.. they provide us with knowledge... its true that some ppl gets too much when your too vulnerable.. sigh..